balance

how do you find it?
seriously. this is always something i've had trouble with: balancing life. balancing work and play, friends and family, etc. how do you figure out what to give more "weight" to and what isn't as important? and figure out what is fun, what is fun and important and whats just a waste of time? when do you say no? there are so many things to do, things i want to do, things i have to do. how do you find a balance? how do you find time to take care of yourself, your family, your friends, your house, etc.
between what i like to do- scrapbook, read, computer stuff (blog, 2peas, myspace, email,etc), and freakin realax. spending time w/my hubbie, my friends, my family. and being sure to give enough attention to each.- and what i have to do - work, clean, cook, taxes, etc, etc, all the boring stuff but i HAVE to do it, and all the stuff in between like working out and being sure to eat healthy and being social and looking ok and worrying about what others think and getting a decent amount of sleep yeah, you get the idea.....
how do you find a balance
like i said, always been somehthing i've tried to figure out. i always forget about me time. not so much that i forget about it, i just don't leave time for it. so how do i do that and not feel guilty about everything else?
granted right now i'm not exactly in a normal situation, and its only temporary, but its still been something i've been thinking about alot. balancing everything. it can be another stressor! just something that has been on my mind
so yeah, i dropped my class. the one that i was probably failing anyways. i have so much going on, what would the point be to add something else to stress about, ya know? it took me a long time to finally drop it, and now that i did i'm so glad i did.
last night i went to the gym and took a nice long bubble bath, but did that instead of scrapbook or watch some tv show or whatever.
i did have a little break down the other day and sat in my closet on the phone with my best friend crying. but it felt good to get it out
just slowly but surely working on finding balance. if anyone has any great ideas, would love to hear them (like anyone know how to freeze time like on that show? would you like to swing on a star, wooo ooo oo ???? )

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now on to more fun stuff. no more complaining about how i'm stressed, cause seriously, thats like my middle name
so, since i was just talking about how i'm stressed and can never find the time to do anything, i decided to be a dumb ass and get addicted to myspace. seriously, its like a freakin drug! omg, so much fun stalking highschool people and seeing how everyone looks! luckily no one really knows my new name, so they probably won't find me. actually though a really good friend of mine from highschool DID just find me, and that was a good thing and i'm so excited.
but anyways, i'm addicted, and i need "new friends" lol. i always feel so silly asking people to be my friend. anywyas, so if anyone else is addicted, check me out here and be my friend : )

i also have a new full time baby at my preschool. but he comes at 6:30 in the morning. thats freakin early. but hey, its full time and good money WHICH I NEED, so its cool. plus i still have teh boys so i'm usually up around then anyways.
its so funny to have this new baby, baby Blake, and see him next to baby Josh (my cousin). dude, baby Josh is a fat mo fo! he's huge! but so cute and cuddly. its just really funny, cause my new baby is sooooooooooo freakin tiny (he was a premie) its just weird to call them both babies............. but i love babies. sooo much fun and cute.

yeah, totally happy that bachelor man dr. chose sara. good job homie. and how bad do i feel for george on grey's anatomy? oy! could not believe it!

ok, so seriously, i have much to do. who knows how long baby blake will be asleep. gots to get some taxes done (YUCK!!!!) must.get.done.NOW

have a fabulous wednesday (oooh, LOST is on tonight!!!!)