vaccuuming sucks

especially stairs. ya know, cleaning in general just sucks balls. thats the one thing about a big house i don't like, is that it takes forever to clean. like practically 2 hours to do a good job cleanign teh kitchen (i get a little ocd about cleaning when i do finally do it) vaccuuming takes forever and makes me all sweaty. cleaning the shower gets me all dizzy with the fumes.......

anyways, i'm not in the bestest mood ever so i had to bitch. i got my application for the preschool sent back AGAIN!!!!!! i feel like its going to take me forever to finally start this stupid preschool. i almost want to just give up and go work at a scrapbook store or something. almost. i do remember that the worst part about doing your own in home preschool is the start up. i love it once i have the kids. i'm just really really really really lucky to have such a wonderful supportive husband, and parents who can help support me while i start it up. and that i have great friends, especially the fellow UG's (unemployed gang) who can hang out with me... (http://www.twopeasinabucket.com/pg.asp?cmd=display&layout_id=665425)

so all you people's out there who say that theyre checking out my blog but not commenting- comment damnit! i don't want to feel like a complete loser who's typing away and no one cares. even if you do'nt care, just let me know that i'm a dork.

anyways, didn't want to do a negative blog. just wanted everyone ot know the status of shuckleberries preschool. on a lighter note, its sunny out again. of course, i wish it was all rainy so it could match my mood.
i visited my cousin amanda last night and got to see the boys. they are tooooo cute. josh is all tubby baby and can roll over. jordan is a little freakin comedian (did i tell you all how he does the napolean dynamite dance?) and austin is a like a little man now.
so i'll leave some pics of them from the last time i visited. jordan and josh at least (i couldn't get any good ones of austin during soccer practice....)